After a hurricane, comes a rainbow ✩ (a_fantasia) wrote,
After a hurricane, comes a rainbow ✩

[multi-chaptered] Kanjani8; All our memories {4/8}

Fandom: Kanjani8
Title: All our memories { made you rely deeper on me }
Pairing: Shibutani Subaru x Yasuda Shota
Genre: romance, angst, High school!AU
Rating: PG
Summary: Back in elementary school, Subaru gave all of his memories to protect Shota from that accident. Now that they have met again in high school, only Shota remembers what happened. Will he be able to leave Subaru before they get closer? Is disappearing again the only solution?
Notes: Once again, thanks to rainy_fruit :D
I'm so sorry that I couldn't post any new chapters last week, and I apologize for this one being so short as well -.-u I was very busy with my English exams, which I successfully passed with high marks 8D (94/100, exactly). So I'm very happy today *flails* As a reward to your patience, I'll post chapter five tomorrow, okay? I promise it'll be better than chapter four~ Remember to leave comments if you liked it ♥
Other chapters: 1 ~ 2 ~ 3 ~ 5 ~ 6 ~ 7 ~ 8 ~ Epilogue

“I still think this one is the best.” Yasuda pointed at the first page with his finger. “It has more feelings than the rest and I…” He looked into Subaru’s eyes, gazing at him from the other side of the table. “I somehow identify with parts of it.”

Subaru stretched his arm and took his notebook. He slowly read the first lines on that page. It was curious, the way Yasuda had chosen the only thing he couldn’t remember writing. In fact, that page was dated the day before his accident. It had been a couple of years before he started writing again after that day, and that was the only thing he had found already written in there.

“The lyrics are quite childish,” he answered. Yasuda sighed. “But I can rearrange them to be more adult-like.”

The thing was, despite having been written by a 12-year-old boy, those words were too different. Mature but in a different way, compared to what he had written on the next pages. They seemed to have a very special meaning. They described a love full of a blind passion. It felt sad and blue at first, but then it turned to be filled with determination, devotion, and desire. Subaru, until then, didn’t recognize that he quite liked them. He didn’t read them very often; there was something that made him shiver every time he looked at that page.

However, he had come to trust in Yasuda’s music sense. He’d hung out with him for a few months, which was enough to know he was serious when he suggested to him to make a duet. Besides, his ideas were good. Subaru could immediately see that he was a brilliant person who would shine in the future. He needed a bit of a push, but he’d make it. Therefore, he felt there was nothing wrong with Yasuda composing the music for that song.

The next day, Yasuda had already written half of it. His fingertips were covered in scratches, Subaru noticed. Anyway, as soon as they met at the same bench they had started talking at, he took his guitar out of its case and began with some chords. Then, the actual song started. Subaru raised his head and closed his eyes to listen carefully as the sound flowed through the breeze.

The melody was simple. A schoolboy could easily play the intro on a keyboard with only one hand, and the feeling would remain the same. It was like the lyrics indeed – sweet but deep at the same time. Subaru breathed in and let a slight smile show on his lips. Yasuda’s eyes were fixed on his face, eager to hear his opinion. His senpai waited a while before answering, enjoying the blush on his cheeks, his mouth half open, his hands trembling on the guitar strings.

Yes, it was curious once again. Always. How that person, who was a stranger not so long ago, had become the closest person to him. A person who could understand him even when he didn’t speak things out, at least not completely sincerely. A person who would never deceive or disappoint him. A person with a pure heart – a heart Subaru could easily fall in love with.

“I have nothing to say,” he finally pronounced. Yasuda blinked. “Except that it’s brilliant.”
Thanks for reading~

Tags: ex: multi-chaptered, f: kanjani8, g: angst, g: high school!au, g: romance, lan: english, p: subassan/yasuba

  • Post a new comment


    default userpic

    Your IP address will be recorded 

    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.